"It is hard to describe how I feel inside
It's even worse to see nobody by my side
It is four in the morning I just shot the TV
I'm going to bed leaving my dreams on MTV
I got no reason to wake up, tomorrow I could sleep,
All day or start something, somehow
coz sunrise and sunset will come forever
My illness leaves me weak-kneed and fevered.
It is not only a headache: I also feel afraid
I worry all the time when the panic attacks I'm scared
I feel like my soul is empty, my life's deprived of sense.
I always want to scream out as loudly as I can... "
Bastian Baker
